Reformations

Posers and Fake's Reformation

2008-10-15T20:27:44Z

Posers? Fakes? Sorry, I don't believe in that crap.
Ha, they're, in the eyes of other people, copy-cats. They take something like a band or a book and claim it's they're favorite thing ever. Sorry for being pressured by society to love one thing. Their friends are telling them, "Damn, you gotta love this band! They're the best! if you don't love them, you are such a wuss!" Little did those friends know they took it seriously.
Now, you got a so-called poser. He/she tries to look cool with his/her band tee and Twilight in hand. Thinking, "Now all my friends will love me and think I'm too cool for those other popular kids!" Mean while, they listened to the band and hated it, and read Twilight without any interest at all. Why did they bring the book and tee then? Because if they said to their friends, "Nah, I hated it." or, "I don't like their music at all!" They'll probably be discluded and lose a lot of friends, who apparently weren't even real friends in the first place.
They also look up to people. "posers and fakes" are people who haven't found themselve's yet. Sure, it's annoying. Deal with it for a while, they'll move on. They're only doing a few things just like you because they look up to you. They think you're pretty cool.
Of course, when they start acting just like you, doing everything you do, I think it's time to say something to them.
Posers? Fakes? They're afraid of social status'.
Thanks fer yer time! ^ _ ^
(Nothing aganist people who believe in posers, I swear. I'm just trying to add a little information to your head. Keep everyone informed.)

Obama or McCain?

2008-10-07T00:30:48Z

Please comment stating your choice.

Here.

2008-10-07T00:22:30Z

I love Bert McCracken! <3
I love Bert McCracken!!! <3 <3
I love him! Best singer ever!
I love Jepha!
And Quinn!
And Brandon!
But none of them compare to a certain other someone that's always on my mind.

Mental Health

2008-10-07T00:19:16Z

Are you mentally healthy? Ask yourself. Are you physically healthy? Ask yourself.
Now, answer the following questions truthfully to yourself. Just think in your head. Or, write it on a piece of paper no one will see.

1. What is love?
2. Are you in a relationship? If so, what kind?
3. What is your worship (most important thing) in life?
4. Do you smoke?
5. Do you drink?
6. have you tried an illegal drug?
7. What is life?
8. Where do you spend your fridays?
9. Are you homosexual, bisexual, or do you think you might be?
10. Did you answer all these questions correctly?

Just think about it. Don't hurt yourself, but put thought into it.

Jealousy

2008-10-02T20:35:42Z

Painful.
Jealousy is the worst thing in existance. If you ever feel jealousy burning within your soul, make sure you know what you're doing. Jealousy does crazy things to you. Jealousy makes you lose friends, make family angry, etc. etc. etc. Jealousy is also alomst always temporary, unless you're that upset. Don't let it get the best of you.
I hate jealousy. I almost lost some peolpe because they were jealous. When I was jealous? Forget about it. I'm just extremely lucky.

Patient People Reformation

2008-10-01T16:40:31Z

Have you realized there's a certain amount of patience in everyone, kitties?
There are people with a gift. A gift sent from God. It tends to make other people guilty. After screaming and yelling and cusring they'll still crawl back to you and ask to still be your friend/lover. That's devotion. DEVOTION.
And then again, that might be just devotion and not an ounce of patience.
There are also people with no patience at all who snap easily. They go well with extremely patient people, don't they?
And then there are people in between. Needless to say a thing about them. They explain themselves.
Don't take advantage of extremely patient people, they have breaking points like everyone else.
KA- BOOM!
Like I said, my friends, be careful.

Bad Tempers Reformations

2008-09-22T00:21:11Z

You see, kiddies, I kow alot of people with bad tempers. Just, don't get too annoyed with them, mkay? They aren't bad I swear. Cross my heart ad hope to die. Jealousy problems, angry problems, stress. It's all good with me, I suppose.
I wat you all to know I'm a forgiving person with alot of patience. But, in return, I have flaws. Oh well. If you were my friend, you'd be pleased with what I have to offer. Although I'm too protective of meh frieds. ANYWAYZ, I just want you to know acceptance is the best way to go.
If a person is exploding in your face, take their shit and forgive them.
They'll turn out to be good peoplez in the end, I garrentee.
If not, I sorreh.
Have patience. PATIENCE. I know my friends aren't as patient as me, no meaning to brag, but I might have too much patience. I get taken advatage of alot. Don't be a pushover. Avoid that.
Bu-bye now, kitty-katz.
BERT McCRACKEN! <3<3<3<3etc.,
(I did tht just to annoy a certain someone and I don't even think it worked...)

Turning 22 in one month.

2008-09-17T15:09:34Z

THIS IS SERIOUSLY EXCITING!
ONLY ONE MONTH AND I'LL BE 22!!!
=D

Hm...

2008-09-17T15:07:12Z

Two days ago, my mom took away someone important to me. Someone very important to me.
It's making me be more positive.
Why?
Because I'll get them back when I'm more optomistic.
Love is stronger than anything.
I'm going to be responsible now.
I'm going to be a good girl to get back that important person.
Can't stress how important they are to me.
Crap, I had a scary dream last night.
Anyways,
I'm the new and reformed....
RESPONSIBLE LOVING GIRL WHO DOES WELL IN ~~EVERYTHING~~!!!
Everything except social skills.

Hollister or Hot Topic Reformation

2008-09-12T00:15:33Z

Alright. Here's the deal. Stop judging people by the clothes they wear! God!
All girls who wear Hollister are not bitches and all guys who wear Hollister are not players. Or at least not all of them. And all girls who wear Hot Topic are not Emo, Dykes, or Scenes (They're labels anyway) And all guys who wear Hot Topic are not Gay, Emo, Or Goth (Again, useless labels).
Wear what you think is cool. Wear what you like. Your personality is all that matters.
One day, we'll live in a world where all clothing is the same style. That way, no one is better or cooler looking.

Screamo Music, Anti or Pro suicide?

2008-09-12T00:05:12Z

Alright, my rant. Many parents are extremely worried about what their parents let them listen to, So, when they hear the screamo bands, they freak out! "I refuse to let my child get exposed to the depressing crap! They'll commit suicide!!! Kids these days are crazy..." I have to ask that soccer mom a question. What's going to make them commit suicide? The loudness? The screaming? High Frequency will drive them to the edge?
Think about it. I know that certain screamo music does have pro suicide lyrics, but that's very rare. Very rare. So I understand their concern. Kinda. Sorta.
Most screamo music gives you the power you're looking for. People who listen to screamo feel small. To listen to powerful songs make them feel stronger. And better.
So, the majorady of screamo music, Pro-Suicide... or Anti?

School.

2008-09-11T22:50:52Z

I'm extremely happy I finally found a friend, what with all the bullying I go through.
I mean, this is a big moment because since elementary school started, I couldn't make friends on my own. -__-
I made this one on my own!!!
So aside from the crap I got, I'm okay. ^ ^
So, yeah.
Just now, I just fixed my headphones. Well, they've been broken for like a year or so and we can't afford new ones.
The end!!!

I will start writing real entries.

2008-09-11T00:27:07Z

Tomorrow. I will. Promise. Not just rants.

A Poem For My Love

2008-09-11T00:23:05Z

They probably know who they are, no need to mention names.
When I first looked at you, I knew you were something special.
I wanted to spend every day with you.
And when I felt your touch, I finally believed in love.
But, alas, there was nothing I could do.

I didn't think you felt the same.
Even though you were a Godsend.
My Angel, my godess.
So I figured I'd play a little game of pretend.

I followed you around, acting like it was nothing.
But inside, I know I was your guardian.
I was prepared to take a shot for you.
And if I spilled the secret, what would it mean?

As well as protecting you, and your honor,
I protected my chances.
And now that I understand I should've just said it.
Now I'm doing for you, the love dances.

You're my everything.
I want you.
I need you.
I love you.

The Difference Between A Cutter And An Emo

2008-09-10T23:44:45Z

Listen to my rant, especially you stereotype-loving teenagers. What is an emo? It's a type of music. And music is considered art. And art is beautiful. (I'm not credited for that. My friend made that up.)
But, what I plan on telling you in my own words is that emo is short for emotional. Over-emotional? Not technically. It just means emotional. And to be emotional is to show emotion. I'm sad right now. Now I'm happy! Now I'm sad. And you assume a person with frequent mood swings will cut themselves?
Being a former cutter, I'll tell you in detail what I felt. The comments made about me, made my existence feel small. Too small to be there. Like, no one likes me, so it must mean I don't exist. I can't exist if I'm totally hated. So I need to know if I'm still alive. A sure sign of life is bleeding. And there you have it.
And for all you cutters out there, I've found it helpful to wear a sweatshirt. Maybe it'll help you..?
Anyway, emo is a label. Cutters are cutters. That's that. If you want to be called emo, go ahead! Show it off to the world! Just... it's not something you should assume.
Thankies, Kitties. ^ ^

Gay Rights Reformation

2008-09-10T01:28:12Z

I honestly think, just like women and African Americans, gays will gain their rights. I hope it's in the near future as well. I mean, wheat's the big deal if you are gay or lesbian? Or even bisexual? Although to most, bisexual is an excuse to live a mostly normal life, some are truly bisexual out there. It irritates me how most butt in on a gay's life and beat them up. Look, we love just as you do. And we hate. And, the worst discrimination you could possibly use, is to assume that a gay or lesbian is crushing you because you're the same sex. OH MY GOD I hate that. I get it enough. I see super-ugly girls in my school hallway grab themself and run away. I just want to say, "You're too Goddamn ugly for a boy, much less a girl!" Sheesh. We're also discluded to marrige in almost all states. How does it effect you!? How!?
Marrige - The permanent togetherness of two people who love eachother. That's the definition.
Leave gays and lesbians the hell alone. Oi.
We aren't monsters out to get you. Actually, there's also a mistake we gays and lesbians make. We sometimes assume that all straights will abuse us. My apologies on all our behalves. *bows*